over the weekend

Hey.
Back at work with Monday blues.
Hahas, I was late today tho. Not the 5 minutes kinda late, the late , kinda late . hehs.
On top of that , I sneaked out to get spinelli vanilla latte and apple crumble for breakfast ^^
Unfortunately, my boss , he’s everywhere ! I even saw him downstairs -.-
Anyway, holidays were awesome! I mean the weekend (:
On Saturday we went to Plaza Singapura to eat Swensens (: I had steak ^^ and American fries.
Then after that sent my sister to MIndchamps. Then went home to rest and relax.
Had like a twilight movie marathon ^^ watched all the three saga back to back.
With mom of course. Was sooooo fun . I enjoyed it.
Anyway, at night we ordered Pizza Hut. Hehs ! I’m getting fat , I know .
Hahahs, then after that we played RISK . as in , my sister , my maid , my brother and I ^^
Then went to bake a chocolate cake for Mummy and my dear boyfriend (:
Turns out good. But tooooo chocolatey I guess . maybe Boyfie won’t even like it ):
then my dear boyfriend called me at around 1 or 2 in the morn . and we talked till the sun came up ^^ qheeeeeee ! funnnnnnn !
Then on Sunday went to Tekka market and NTUC with mom. we got home and cooked Nasi Lemak. well actually, Mom was the one who cooked lah ! hahahs !
then we watched the twilight saga again !! ^^ wooohoooo ! lol . it's fun you know :)
then i fell asleep -.- all the way till 10 . then i woke up , texted my boyfreind and watched a horror-comedy movie with my sis. then after that called my boyfriend for a whole hour then went to sleep. this is the life man. hahahs!

Hmmmm , boyfie joined a crew ! so excited for him ^^ hahahs !
They go for practice and everything. They should join the anti-drugs yearly campaign and see how far they can go ! but obviously boyfie will think that its super lameeeeeee -.-

Okay, currently right now, I do not have anything task at hand .
So I’m kinda lazing around in the office -.-
Hence, im blogging . if only they didn’t block tumblr ):
Ohhhh welllll . gonna eat my apple crumble now .
Ohhhh , im going to have Nasi Padang at Shenton for lunch with Gloria today ^^
YAY !! okay , blog again when I’m bored or when I have the time ^^
Byeeeeee, Mel XOXO .

as i said ,

okay, i just had my lunch then i went to the loo twice cos it's really cold in here.

hahahs, then i kinda fell asleep then my boyfriend called me.

then now he says he wants to go to sleep.

so i'll continue my story okay.

where did i stop? oh yes school.

my olevels were a mess.

it's true yes that having a boyfriend is the biggest distraction, especially of you're a girl!

i skipped school on the most important weeks just to spend the day with my boyfriend.

either swimming, watching movies or just going out to have a breath of fresh air.

so yes it was horrible.

when i got my results, i didn't know where to go.

i passed all my subjects tho .

just not good enough to get myself anywhere.

i was given a spot in ITE Simei but hell no .

one, there's quite a few people that i do not wanna know that are there.

two, my boyfriend and two other ex-boyfriends are there.

three, i will get influenced like hell all over again .

so my parents told me to check out private schools and things like that.

and so i did. i found Stansfield College which offers a diploma in law.

i called up and they toold me that minimum requirement is that i was to be of the age of 18.

crestfallen enough, i went back to the school to have a free course consultation.

i was really interested as the path leads me to the University Of London.

as intriguing as it sounds, i can't wait to get out of singapore and study abroad!

so instead of doing the diploma in a year, i have to do it in two years just to fit my age.

i am happy though, because doing it twice, gives me a chance to get good grades.

so i'm not complaining, the thing is, my parents had to actually pay for the fees which are really expensive.

a single year costs about $13,000. and two years means double the cost. and that is not the 500pounds registration fees and 800pounds examination fees to be paid to the University Of London.

these fees do not include the textbooks and other neccesities i have for when school opens.

i am happy though. really really happy. my ultimate goal is to get to Kings College, UK.

that would be a dream come true for me.

i am starting school as of next month, i can't wait!

hahahs !

okay, now, it's the father.

when i started working here, which is at the central business district, i had to wonder around to find food.

do day by day as i keep wondering, i keep finding new places.

so one day, when my friends were busy and i went down alone for lunch, i walked all the way to republic plaza or something like that.

i remembered that my father used to work there.

i texted him asking wether he still is working there.

knowing deep down , that being a job hopper of course he doesn't work there anymore.

but he actually replied my text.

and he told me that he was working at marina sail.

which is actually a residential building. cool huh. maybe that's where zee's sister stays.

anyway, i asked him out for lunch one day.

and we went to the soupspoon . with my sister.

had fun , catched up and laughed alot.

hahahs . miss my dad yes, but i can never say that to his face because he never does misses me.

i got tired of being mad at him.

so i just let things be. maybe for now. i don't know.

Muhammad Syakir Bin Jasni has been an awesome boyfriend.

although in January, he cheated on me. he has been cheating on me for awhile actually.

it hurt so bad that for the first time i cried till i can't breathe.

it hurts. like hell i tell you. alot. but what can i say. he's a player. he will always be that. one day, when we get married, trust me, i'll have the same problems.

he's just like my dad. womanizers. i hate them.

but for now, i love him.

i forgave him. i couldn't really trust him, no, but i learnt to.

he still does lie. i told him to stop going clubbing cos i hate it when he does that.

but i know themor ei stop him the more he's going to lie but if Rash can keep his promise to his girlfriend why not my own boyfriend.

and there's things with a certain idiot named Hazmi.

gosh i do not even wanna talk about it.

it came to a point where i was called a slut.

and best, it was him who said it. his slut. but the word itself does so much damage on me.

i couldn't bear to hear it again and again and again.

ohh whatever. all i know is i love my boyfriend and i hope that things between us can really last.

we're gonna have our 1st anniversary in 5 days.

i'm so happy for us.

in turn actually i wanted to say, I LOVE HIM. to bits, sometimes i don't know why. but i just do.

well this is all for now. i shall update more and soon.

ps, this is actually a private blog. no one knows of this but me.

if you are reading this, tell yourself, that you're wonderful.

everyone deserves that.

i'm doing something

yes yes , im doing something useful with my life right now.
i am currently in an internship with a law firm called Allen&Gledhill Advocates and Solicitors
daddy , got me this place, so i'm kinda thankful.
I've been given case files to draft replies to clients to .
Case files to do discovery and i have went to court.
it has been such an experience for me, i appreciate daddy for giving me this oppurtunity.

anyway, at first i thought that i couldn't blog because the administrator has blocked out all the social networking sites.
but then i stumbled acroos this site and it's not blocked.
Hooorayy !!
anyway, i'm currently free of workload.
for the first time in my three weeks here.
hahahs!
anyway. i'm going for lunch, i'll come back and write about my school and my relationship and my real father in awhile.
bye, THAI TOMYAM rom 7/11 = $2.20 only . awesome huh !
okay bye ,

MelMunchkins

im growing up you know

well , this is probably my first post .
in this blogg .
this blog is not meant to be shared .
but if anyone do come across ,
well do whatever .
you see last month ,
when i had a fight with my beloved mom ,
poojitha called and asked if i could be in a short film her brother has to shoot .
and i said yes , i think i promised .
so yeahs .
my fault is i just told her this 2 days ago .
she said yes .
and okay im thrilled .
but yesterday she called home while i was about to have lunch with the team .
and she imformed me that Hana's Graduation Play is on saturday .
and the shoot is on saturday .
so yeahs .
i said tha ti would go ,
fr the shoot .
i mean im sorry .
if i did know tht hana's play is on the same day as my shoot ,
i wouldn't have gone .
then today i asked her through msn ,
wether she was mad at me .
then she asked about what .
so i told her about the saturday thing , with hana and all .
and she said that i chose to go for my other thing so what i s the problem .
then she said anyway its about hana not about saif .
i was like , omg , you think im being biased here .
then reminded her that i was the one that insists that hana should go for the play .
and that i paid for the tickets , well some of it though ,
to prove her that i really do support hana in this play .
then she started talking about my expenditure .
like whatthefuck !
so much for 'it's the thought that counts' !
gah .

if she is going to say about hana and saif
then what about hana and me ?
my singapore team auditions ?
my primary school graduation ?
my kallang carnivals ?
my kindergarten play ?
and guess what , those events that i was in ,
to just be present , IT'S GODDAMN FUCKING FREE !

i mean i don't know .
everything that we talk about ltely always ends up with me and my flaws .
i hate it when she does that .

im just saying that i'll be there , family situations .
be it holidays , deaths , events .
but tell you've never missed a single any one of it ?
im growing up too you know ?
i don't disturb our sunday's .
i haven't been going out this whole holiday !
all i ask to go for a JOB !
its not even and outing with my friends !
maybe i'm asking too much ,
but i ,
fuck this shit .